

My mom only had
one eye. I hated her...she was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students
and teachers to support the family.
There was this
one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so
embarrassed. How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful
look and ran out.
The next day at
school one of my classmates said, "EEEE, your mom only has one eye!" I wanted to
bury myself I also wanted my mom to just disappear. So I confronted her that day
and said, "If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just
die?!!!"
My mom did not
respond...I did not even stop to think for a second about what I had said,
because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings. I wanted out of
that house, and have nothing to do with her. So I studied real hard, got a
chance to go to Singapore to study.
Then, I got
married. I bought a house of my own. I had kids of my own. I was happy with my
life, my kids and the comforts. Then one day, my mother came to visit me. She
hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren. When she
stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming
over uninvited. I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scare my
children! GET OUT OF HERE NOW!!!"
And to this, my
mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong
address," and she disappeared out of sight.
One day, a letter
regarding a school reunion came to my house in Singapore. So I lied to my wife
that I was going on a business trip.
After the
reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity. My neighbors said that
she died. I did not shed a single tear. They handed me a letter that she had
wanted me to have.
"My Dearest
Son,
"I think of
you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to Singapore and scared your children. I
was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I may not be able
to even get out of bed to see you. I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment
to you when you were growing up. You see...when you were very little, you got
into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you
having to grow up with one eye. So I gave you mine.
"I was so
proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that
eye.
With my love
to you,
Your mother."